I’ve mentioned this before, and there is no better time to talk about issues than when they arise. Something happened today that set me back. I’ve been staying strong and positive our conception journey, until today.
I had something happen in my personal life that set me back. I found myself wondering why we haven’t gotten pregnant, and others have. What have we done wrong to deserve this pain? I preach about not living in those feelings, but on days like today, that is HARD. I know that Eric and I are deserving of another child, and hopefully that will happen soon. I also remind myself that I don’t have the right to judge someone else’s journey.
As soon as I started feeling down on myself, I reached out to a couple of my girls. The ones I’ve talked about previously. They know what I need when I tell them how I’m feeling. They don’t necessarily let me live in my feelings, but they make sure I know that they are valid. Today I cried and I haven’t put my best self forward. That’s okay. I am going to take a deep breath, cry a little if I need to, hug my babies tight and try to do better tomorrow.
Stay strong mommas.
Xoxo
Becca
